Revelation - 2000
BOOK OF VISIONS
And He said: listen to words of Mine: if the prophet of the Lord goes to you, I am opened to him in vision, in I speak with him in my dream; (Num., 12, 6)
I was born in 1945 in a small town of Kotovsk of the Tambov Region. But
the presence of two small children and difficulties with the foodstuffs
in after-war years forced my parents to move to the Ryazan region, in
a village, where the parents of my mother lived. My father was the joiner,
he was on a war in the Great Patriotic war and was wounded two or three
times. My mother was a peasant woman. She believed in God, that is why
I was secretly from the father baptized in childhood. My first memories
of childhood concern poor people and their half-hungry, but alive and
vigorous children. The one, who did not starve, was already treated as
I observed and analyzed my acts and the reaction to them of my friends for about two months, and having put to myself the diagnosis "practically healthy" did not raise this question any more. I never told anybody about the ability of mine to influence events. As this ability concerned a wide class of events, I constantly felt myself as though on the alert, and had even more questions about this. Soon I began to find answers to these questions. I took for example some book, and when reading it I had close associations, there were some random circumstances around me that brought me to certain reflections, a casually thrown out phrase by someone and so on, and soon I had a definite picture. I once again should remind you that I was an atheist, I had good imagination, I loved to read science fiction, and thought that, if I counted myself mentally able bodied, than the first idea that should have got into my head would be that "aliens" communicated with me. But the "guided" system of associations excluded this idea. The conclusion to what I came consisted in the following: "It is a School". I was for some reason accepted to this school. I understood that the majority of people was tested at this School for an ability to study. And I understood, no, I rather felt it with my soul that the God, the Creator stood behind all of it, from that moment I knew about the existence of the Creator, though it did not make me a believing person. I told to myself: "Well, why should He care about me, dirty and miserable?" and I began to live further on as I had used to: a student party replaced another one, though the idea about Him never abandoned me.
Further my games with the reality became more and more complicated, the
codes represented already whole sequences from "yes" and "no",
that is they represented words of binary code, and, at last, this study
began to demand so much time that gradually I lost any interest in it.
Going a little bit forward, I will tell you what the School was finished
More than thirty years have passed, but even now I perfectly remember all the details and colors of this vision. I will keep calling further these dreams as visions that are as though introduced into your memory so deep that even decades do not rule over them.
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I graduated from the Physical faculty of the Moscow State University
and worked further as a scientific employee in the institute of the Academy
of Sciences. I have about thirty works and inventions published in co-authorship
with other scientists. It so to say, an official side of my business.
However, I was spending basic efforts of intuition and reason searching
for general, philosophical, I would say, laws in the field of physics
of space and time. These decades of development of intuition were not
spent for waste, and later they became a tool of acceptance of the True
that was given by the Lord to the people.
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Time passed. The Soviet Union was beginning to break up, and here and there, blood was shed in the former uniform country. A gang of predators attacked Russia, and a partition of property began. People were naturally left without anything. They began to die out physically and spiritually. All of the information machine, both Russian and foreign is thrown to spiritually decay my people, and, first of all, young generation. I felt, that all dark forces were thrown to corrode that bright things that remained in people and to make them enemies one to another. The process of development of the spiritual seed, which was in my soul forced me to refer more and more attentively to the direction of my spiritual movement. And, at that time all the hopes for people abandoned me, and I addressed to Jesus Christ, as to the God: "Oh, My God, God of my ancestors wake human hearts and direct them on the path of Truth, and, if my life is necessary for this purpose take it!" I repeated these words many times before an icon of the Savior, Jesus Christ, but the One responded to my prayer to Whom the Name of the Lord belonged initially. It was He who brought me through Christianity and it was due to Him that the image of the God was separated from the image of Jesus Christ, whose majesty appeared to me completely from an unknown side.
In my vision the Lord (not Jesus Christ) offered me several roads, among them there were pagan ones as well, but I confirmed my choice to go by the path shown by the Lord.
One of the powers invincibly attracting me to the Lord is embodied in the words of the Genesis: "And the Lord said: will I hide it from Abraham [the slave of mine] what I want to do!" wherefore these words mean that the Lord is ready to share the care about everything happening on Earth with the man, the care about the Creation in general. Thus the highest ethics show as well in that the Lord never hides from the man all the paths and opportunities, both good and bad. It was in the ancient times and it would always remain that way.
Often I see University in my dreams. I am going near it, hungry and barefoot,
and it sparkles with lights. I wander by dirty and ragged, and besides
there are its walls where I have been studying some time ago. And so on
in different variants.
From the beginning of the study of the Scriptures the nature of my dreams changed: I had often dreams of water open spaces, but not sea ones. The large inundations, water flows, spread rivers that I cross or I plod a kindred deep in water. Sometimes I was admiring wide water open spaces from the coast. The time corresponds to spring or summer time, warm or cool water.
The Lord realizes His Craft through all elements and all natural phenomena. However, the primary showing of Divine forces for spiritual states belonging to the Sacred Tabernacle of the Congregation that will be realized in Christianity and Moslem faith is the water element. It was water that cleared the Earth of sins of the antediluvian mankind that lost the spiritual state, to which, at will of the Lord, the path to Christianity and Moslem faith was further open. The path on water figuratively represents the spiritual path, and water is the source of life and spiritual truth.
Learning of the Lord is at the same time learning of the World, as a spiritual and material unity. This knowledge is almost completely absent with mankind. The natural sciences study the material world from items of "dead" substance, and the religious ideas that are in the basis a projection of the Truth to imperfect ideas about the world of the ancient person, contain figurative pictures that are difficult enough for interpreting. Though the Sacred Scriptures are the most extensive source, from which it is possible to receive through an analysis a far not complete picture of the World, but it especially effectively forms ideas in unity with spiritual and mystical inspirations on the path to the Creator. For all mankind it would be a great gift of the Lord to receive the projection of Spiritual Truth to modern ideas about the world.
... . 99
Someone from the Highest presented me a bulbus, the ones flowers have telling that it was with a "guard". I brought it to some Woman, who supervises their cultivation, and I asked her to bring it up. She said that She had never grown one of these. When I began to ask Her, She said that She would try, and took the bulbus.
We may assume that the bulbus is the future destiny of the Earthly embodiment, which is now being implemented. Then it becomes clear that the Lord repeatedly rescued my sinful life and my reason, and I was deaf and blind. Now, looking at my life in a new way, I see many of its events in a completely different way.
When I studied in the technical school, we were sent in September, as it was usual then, to help the village, to reap the corn. The local youth, and it was on the eve of the next recruitment to the army, and not only youth treated us unfriendly, and this hostility showed soon in small-sized fights, and then it resulted in attacking us. It took place, when it had already become dark. The first who was strongly beaten was our young teacher, and in about an hour and a half the attack was repeated. Some tens of men participated in it. Because of the second attack, one of our students was killed, and I was slightly wounded. As the prosecution determined later, his death and my wounding were divided by several seconds in time and some meters in distance. Our surnames were very similar.
It happened so that in the spring of 1978 I was unemployed and looking
for it did not bring any results. Certainly, I was looking not for a job
in general but a job of a physicist in an institute. The misfortune with
the daughter who took a lot of my time, absence of a job, all this influenced
my mood. However, then I felt that my psychics are exposed to a greater
and greater pressure. I already learned a long time ago to analyze my
acts, I had stable psychics, but I could do nothing then. I felt that
the source of this effect was outside of me, I even assumed who could
be the "executor", but non of my auto-training and auto hyonosises
brought any results. Moreover, when this strain was so strong that I was
already to be afraid for the consciousness, I had a dream:
I observe from two points of view what happens after that, my consciousness
as though splits: first of all, I, as a spectator look at myself from
beyond and, second of all, I write poems, I put them on music and I after
that I sing them at once. I as a spectator know that I am not capable
of all this, but I see that it plunges me from laughter almost into a
hysterical state. I, a singer, perform a wonderful witty song, of which
all the spectators are delighted and ask for more. I perform more and
more, and the spectators rise in applause. All this time me, a spectator
can not help laughing. The conference man can hardly return the concert
as it used to be, promising the spectators that I will be invited to the
concert in the future.
I fly through the universe. I do not have a body, but I feel myself in a perfect way, and the flight gives me pleasure. The flight has a purpose, which I, a man, do not know. From somewhere, I know that the light carries me. The light wave represents a set of two waves, and I, somehow having clung to them, rush forward. On the sides, one may see light stains or points of stars.
I assume that the visions of such kind are based on spiritual contact, a connection of my today's "me" with the past or future posthumous spiritual state.
I am an expert of Space Service and large authorities are vested in me. I arrived on this planet to decide the destiny of the expedition that is currently here. All the history of this expedition is full of secrets and riddles. But let us go step by step.
One of space expeditions directed to a distant region of space, suddenly found in a well investigated range of space near a studied star a planet, which was not there. The very first astronomical views from the ship brought a sensation: the planet appeared to be of terrestrial type with an oxygen atmosphere. Naturally, the task of the expedition was at once changed and it was sent to that star system. The star as to all of its parameters did not differ practically from the Sun, and planet did not differ from the Earth. It was already at the orbit that the riddles began: the planet had an oxygen atmosphere of terrestrial type, but it was completely deprived of any life. Bare mountains, hills and plains covered it, but no traces of erosion were visible. It was as though it was just then born. There were no seas, lakes and rivers, though there was humidity in the atmosphere.
Three research groups landed on the planet in different points noted unanimously that a sense of silent pleasure and rest accompanied them at all time. One of the groups soon found in an immediate proximity to the camp a newly born spring with perfect pure water. Soon the birth of springs was noted also by other groups. The spring, fast increasing in dimensions, soon gave rise to a brook, but it was also growing increasing in dimensions.
When the concentration of riddles reached a critical state, I was sent to them with all the authorities from the Earth. By the time of my arrival the brook turned into a small rivulet, on the coast of it there began to grow a grass similar to the terrestrial sedge. However, the following appeared to be the most unusual: strange "clay" spheres began to form and to grow on the coast of a brook consisting of gray soil, reminding our clay. Together with growing, they began to react to people coming nearer, and when I arrived, they were already rolling after the people. Each sphere "chose" for itself a person, man or woman, and tried to be with him or her all the time. As all of the explorers noted, my arrival notably accelerated all of the processes that were happening. Neither the equipment detected, nor the people felt anything harmful or hostile. On the contrary, everybody marked perfect physical state of health and high spiritual rise.
I stood on a coast of a small river, looking at the streaming water, regretfully marking that grass was missing on the coast. The "sun" grilled notably, and I thought that it would be good then to eat a piece of a juicy watermelon. In the morning I woke up before everyone and went to the river to wash myself. My sphere was slowly rolling behind me. I threw a sight forward and stood still: all of the coast of the river was coated with mild, silk-like grass, and on that place where I looked yesterday there laid in grass a large green, striped water-melon. Further the news fell down as from horn of plenty: not far from the camp, a wood had grown during a night; one of the groups noted that the spheres changed the form turning into something reminding a torso of a man with two lower extremities.
While nobody understood anything, I announced an emergency evacuation.
By the evening the property was sent to the ship, the other two groups
joined us and talked me into remaining there till the next morning. It
was night. We sat by the fire, which we had spread out with all the precautions
on a sheet of a not combustible material and discussed all we had seen
there. Far away blown by a light wind there rustled a night forest, behind
a space border lit by fire there were yet shapeless but already "alive"
our clay copies. I felt such unity with this planet, behind which there
was further felt such unimaginably mighty but kind Reason that for an
instant I was taken possession of the strongest desire to call my dead
brother whom I loved very much. I knew absolutely precisely that if I
called he would come and sit by our fire, but I coped with my desire.
This picture opens prospects of the spiritual development of mankind, if it goes by this path. The path of formation of the person-creator in the highest sense of this word is open to the man. The Lord is ready to give a divine gift to people but the people are not ready for this.
On the other hand, it is this test. All of the spiritual nature of the man shows in the attitude to such "gifts", because the main principle here becomes "Do Not Do Harm!" Having met with the sacred, do not dishallow and guard it from dishallowing by others.
Nevertheless, the most probable assumption is that we were presented the world that the Lord prepared for those who can be raised to a spiritual level having existed up to the death of Abel. These people should not only be very highly raised to a spiritual path, but what is much more difficult, get rid in themselves of envy and jealousy, ambition and vanity, that is all those features that accompany the creative gift so often.
The first remembrance of the temple concerns the far away years of childhood. I was about five years when my mother decided to take me to the church. As the majority of village temples in our area was destroyed, it was necessary to go to other village, about ten kilometers far away. The light of icon settings, radiance and odor of candles and beautiful pictures of paintings were forever kept in my memory. Then decades of atheism followed and when I turned twenty, I was given the knowledge of the existence of the Creator.
Already after I turned fifty years, I went several times to temples, including the temple of Michael Archangel that was near my house. It arose strange feelings in me that were similar to a mixture of fear and vigilance. On business from my work, I frequently went near the Don Monastery, but I never went inside, and once I went into it. Before that, I was in the Kremlin Cathedrals as well, but the Large Cathedral of the Don Monastery shocked me. It shocked my soul not by architecture, paintings and icons, and, as I feel now, by the spirit of pristine Christianity saved from the times of the ancient Russia. This spirit united the Temple, priests and monks. During the second coming here I could not but prey.
Each Christian temple is deeply individual. As there are no two identical people in the world, so there are also no two identical temples. The spiritual state of a temple is collected by centuries, it absorbs everything, both good and bad. A place where it is arranged, closeness of the cemetery, what people were buried there and so on make an influence on its state. The Christian tradition to arrange burial-places near to a temple is deeply wrong. However, the spiritual state of its flock is determining in the state of a temple, therefore temples at man's monasteries differ with the special strict cleanliness and spirituality. In turn, the state of a temple shows in the priests and monks in their attitude to people, in a subtlety of soul and breadth of intellect. In a temple, first of all, it is possible to see the showing of the precept of the Christ about love to each other.
I loved to go on a prayer service in two monasteries. After driving for fifteen minutes on a direct road, I had to turn either to the left to a temple, or to the right to the other temple. On the right, I went to the temples of the Don Monastery. Since a certain time, I felt at first in my dreams a disapproval of my trips to another temple, then, a man in black asked me for several times more and more persistently not to go there. I somehow did not have enough spirit to stop trips there, though I even in casual events felt this call around me. During my last arrival the militiaman from the guard passed me very reluctantly, as though letting me know that I should not had gone there, though the passage on the territory of the monastery was always free. The next night I had a vision:
In the morning, I went to a liturgy by car. In addition, when I turned to the left, I saw three men in dark costumes standing on the road having blocked and I could not go round them. I stopped, went out of the car and came to them to ask why would do not they let me pass through. The one of them who stood in the middle went towards me and firmly with the purpose to warn me about the danger told: "Do not go there, or you will die!" Silently, without even thanking him, I sat down into the car and left. I never went there any more.
Being in the temple, I always felt two forces having an effect on me: one of them was accepting me and assisting me, and the second one was rejecting me and causing me harm. The second force was basically presented by roman catholic saints, though I felt help and support from many of them. I felt that in the spirit world there was a struggle for the one, who will represent truth from the Lord at the following stage. This struggle was "competitive", the candidates were from different sides, and it was and it remains rather rigid. However, except for this "front" there is always a struggle for the line of development of mankind, and in general against the Creation. In this vision, in my opinion, there showed for the first time what was above named as "with guard".
I am in space. There is a dark area of space. One can not see neither asters, nor stars but there is no darkness. Some gloomy "light" without shades and sources gloomily lights a lattice of huge "bee" honeycombs. I am hanging in space above this lattice, then I move to a honeycomb to glance in it. When I was approaching, I was more and more amazed with the huge dimensions of this honeycomb. It represented a hexahedral prism occupying a large area of cosmic space and going downwards; I did not see the bottom of it. Each lateral side of the prism, in turn, consisted of a big quantity of the same hexahedral honeycombs, in each of that a luminous bare skull was seen. When I came nearer to the center of the prism and tried to go down in it, I felt the strongest wave of horror going from there. All my senses were intense, and suddenly I noticed that these luminous skulls represent something alive, they see me, watch me with their empty orbits that they experience it and, in turn, they are the sources of this horror. With the descent, the power of horror accrued, and soon I lost my patience and hoicked. This is what Hell is, I thought.
The vision represents a "penitentiary" system of punishment. The crucifying of sinners carries a spiritual nature.
Let us compare it to the second vision of the Ethiopian book of Enoch: "And I saw one of those four who went out before he had seized a star falling from the sky before all the rest of them, tied its hands and legs, and put it into an abyss; that abyss was narrow and deep, awful and gloomy". Those times are allegorically described here, when the God's sons came to Earth before the deluge, mixed up with the people and transferred to them the knowledge that the people started to use for the evil.
From here follows that people should acquire spiritual truths and the knowledge on their own, with their work, because this process gradually developing changes not only the life of people, but their souls too. The spiritual development should necessarily exceed the opportunities of people on changing the nature surrounding them, and themselves.
On all the plain territory of the Earth the troops landed simultaneously: strictly the same distance one from another (3-4 meters) "aliens" the most part of whom were humanoids appeared on Earth, but among them I see occasionally non-humanoids too. However, a feature is common for all of them: all of them are standing vertically and have two extremities each for moving. Among them, I see such that were in figures of Egyptian pyramids: people with bird's heads or heads of animals. This landing is thrown out on Earth to conduct an instant evacuation of the population, because some catastrophe is threatening it.
I saw true appearance of aliens from the spirit world, the world where
the spiritual measure, but not the appearance is fixed.
An inauguration of recently elected president was appointed for the next day. Some melancholy came over me, though there were no special reasons for this. And I fell asleep in that state. There came a vision to me in my dream:
There is standing a woman with an icon before me. She blesses me. However, I can not clearly see the face of the woman, because she stands at the background of some kind of wall with a doorway, from which the dazzling golden light is pouring through. I can not see what is drawn on the icon too, I remember only a silver icon setting with a light-blue enamel.
The icon and the blessing to it are the attributes of the usual Christianity.
The blessing is being asked or given usually before important deeds that
lay ahead of a man, or a distant road. I do not know what this woman saw
and for what path she blessed me. However, I hope that the Lord opened
my path to her, and she knew about it, as behind her back there was an
open door to the Light, the following stage on the path to the Lord.
This day, in the morning, I stand on a prayer in a small temple of the
Don Monastery. A good priest administers it: his spiritual state is soon
spread by those present, and his sincere words open this spiritual state.
In his sermon, he says also that mass media and, first of all, TV strives
to destroy all that spiritual that remained in people, to kill its soul.
I completely agree with him. It seems, it is already a third sermon in
my presence, where he speaks about it.
Deserted, gray and fruitless land, and there is the same gray gloomy sky above it. A gray sheet closes it, and there are no features of the existence of stars in it. A lot of people are going down there on the ground, but this it not a disorderly crowd, but a formation in the form of a cotter. Our spiritual Leader heads this formation. He is dressed in white and walks alone twenty meters ahead of me. We believe him that He knows the path, we respect and we love him. We, all the others, are dressed in black. I am heading this black cotter, there is a bodyguard to the left and to the right of me. Further this cotter is becoming wider, and a strong formation is going behind us. It is formed only of men not older than middle-aged. Suddenly the figure of our Leader disappears from the range of vision, me with my guards we rush forward and I see that He has got into a trap: a deep disguised on top well was dug out on his path. We go down into the well and we see that its walls are made of fresh clean boards, we reach the bottom and we see that the Leader is laying there at the bottom of the well. He is dead. There is almost no water in the well, only a small plash. A deep grief from this loss overwhelms us, and I understand now that I need to lead the people. Already having woken up, I realized more and more clearly, what great loss the mankind has suffered. The Jews, Christians and Muslims will continue to live and prey the same way, but the One who should have come to them will not come any more. And the world will not know, Whom it has lost. This grief persistently pressed on me for a long time.
Above, in .99 it was said that I was presented a "bulbus" "with a guard". In this vision, a realization of this gift in action is also shown. The people going in the form of a cotter represent a spiritual army of the Church of the Return, as a last side of a uniform tetrahedral pyramid. The other three sides are Judaism, Christianity and Moslem Faith. Even the text of the Koran is already constructed in the way of a side of a pyramid.
"Fruitless land" and "gray, gloomy sky" give the
evidence that the spiritual level presented here is placed not higher
than Judaism. This spiritual level represents a state of modern mankind
before the appearance of the new Truth from the Lord. We may identify
the leader, the man in "white" with Jesus Christ, because only
he cleared the spiritual level of the antediluvian mankind and raised
the collective consciousness to it. He leads us, pagans, stays at our
spiritual level, that is why there is "gray, gloomy sky" around,
but he himself does not belong to our level, that is why he is in "white".
Much later I have found it with Jeremiah: "Breathing of our life,
the anointed of the Lord is caught in their pits, the one of whom we spoke:
"under the shade of him we shall live among the peoples". (Lam.,
4, 20) That is the Lord's anointed, who brought the new Truth to the people
and opened a path to them with his victim, at will of the Lord, at a new
spiritual level, is proclaimed by the god, but any departure from the
truth results only in descent.
THEOPHANY. After 12 p.m., at twelve and something I went by car from work to bank located at Leninsky prospect and after the U-turn almost at once I got into a traffic. I passed to a bypath and could hardly make it to the bank. Ahead of me all of the Leninsky prospect was stuffed with cars, though usually at this time the movement is completely free. I left the car, mechanically looked forward and my sight "was hooked" over something in the sky. I looked more closely and I was thrilled. I was seized with the excitation wave from the comprehension of the majesty of the picture presented to me: in the sky covered with clouds two suns were burning. One of them, the natural one burned on the left and 35-40 degrees more to the right another Star shined. Amidst the clouds, there was a light Source equal as to the dimensions and luminance to the solar one. Its bright light was half covered with a cloud, which stood still, vs the others blown by the wind, which moved fast, from time to time partially closing the Source. This Source was on the background of an extensive rich gold luminescence that no clouds could close as it was as though streamlining through them. This gold luminescence was so unusual, unreal that there was an impression of its materiality as though it represented gold gas or fluid. I realized this Phenomenon as a sign about which I did not dare to ask the Lord. I was full of delight, tears streamed down my face, and I was thanking the Lord, the Mighty and the One. It is only in two months, when I had difficult times I was destined to learn that it the Lord's Glory shining. Thousands of people looked at this Phenomenon and did not see it. It arose at about 12 o'clock gradually becoming more vivid, and by 15 hours, approximately during half an hour, gradually fainting, dissolved.
In more than two and a half thousand years, in the day of winter solstice, the Lord's Glory has again shone above the ground, proclaiming mankind about the granting of the new Truth by the Lord. Despite of all our retreats from the Lord, He, on his mercy continues to open the path of Return to people. The Lord extends the path of Deeds and Beliefs to the path of Knowledge.
Thus, the Lord accomplishes the choice of the messenger of truth, and the Lord gives evidence of the new granting of truth to mankind by showing His Glory. It is interesting to note that when Jesus was crucified that meant that the declaring of the new truth stopped, than "from the sixth hour till ninth hour there was a darkness on all the Earth". When the Lord bestows the new truth to people, the Glory of the Lord shines above the Earth from twelve o'clock till three o'clock. All the movement in this direction was for some reason stopped, but the people stood and did not see that the spiritual blindness has for a long time struck the human kind, and the articles of belief, as prison walls enchained the souls of believers.
Leaden and gray gloomy sky, desolate gray fruitless, hilly land. Far away, on the background of the gray sky the cross with a figure of the man hanging on it is seen. Between the hills there serpents a line of gray figures. I stand in this line, and it slowly comes nearer to the cross. Suddenly this cross appears before me, and I say with awesomeness: "My God, have a rest, here I am!" At the same instant a huge force lifts me and throws on a cross, and the nails pierce my hands and legs. My chest emits an inhuman wail, I lose consciousness from a monstrous pain.
When I wake up in the morning, I feel myself as though I was just taken from the cross, I could hardly move an arm or leg, and the heartache was intolerable. The state of mine slowly passes within one or two weeks.
The spiritual ascension of the man and people in the Pentateuch of Moses
is presented in the Tabernacle of the Congregation. Only an anointed priest
in a special canonicals and state of ceremonial cleanliness could enter
into the Sacred Tabernacles of the Congregation in Judaism, that now represents
the area of Christianity. It was a new spiritual state that was closed,
and no Judas priest could reach it, therefore not to perish, it was offered
to him to take special measures. Each priest represented, first of all,
people before the God. At will of the God, Jesus Christ discovered to
the people the new spiritual level by the oblational death. The scope
of Moslem Faith is also the Sacred, but, as it was already opened by the
victim of Jesus Christ, Mohammed Prophet did not have to bring himself
to victim. I named Jesus Christ the Lord, because I was at that time in
a spiritual state of Christianity. In all other places I use the word
Lord in the Old Testament sense, as a name of Divine showing equivalent
to YHWH. It was He who created Jesus, educated him, gave him an opportunity
to realize what he could realize, and, from his voluntary consent, conducted
him through cross death.
The next day, after the day of a spring equinox of March 21, 2001 they read a fragment from the Genesis about the blessing of the son of James by Isaac in a Temple of the Don Monastery.
The place of action is Moscow. It is our times (as to the architecture etc.), and the social environment corresponds approximately to the year 1918, when the aristocrats were already expropriated, but not yet destroyed. Gangs are acting everywhere, they are plundering, killing. The human life is worth nothing. My friend invites me to visit something like hobbies club, and on my question who was there a supervisor answered: "Prince Lvov".
The club was located on the first floor at the end of the corridor of
some former palace, about that we may judge by the nitidous parquet, high
moulded ceilings, huge crystal lusters and other attributes. Near a ladder
march there was a large basement, or half-basement pit, like an orchestral
pit, where everything was in fact placed. Everything around was clean,
the large luster was brightly shining, and it was warm and somehow especially
quiet. It was the haven of rest and safety in an alien and hostile world.
A wide ladder led downwards from the corridor, people sat there, and each
one was doing his own business: someone modeled, someone invented something,
and others rehearsed scenes from some plays, the third played music or
quietly sang. In the corridor, above the pit there was a table, at that,
a man of not more than sixty years old sat. The large enough face, clean
face with smooth skin and regular features, wealth of hair, but not long
with abundant gray hair, attentive eyes. My sight noted a torso converging
in the cone of this "person". After it neither thighs, nor legs
followed. It was that "person" who was a source of rest, and
all this atmosphere of coziness and warmth came from him. Though urgent
business and problems that were necessary to resolve awaited me behind
the walls of this house, I simply stayed all evening, having a rest with
my soul from the severe life outside the walls of this house. But, as
I understood from conversations, these concerns and problems distracted
ever more people from visiting this club, and with each day even less
and less people came there. It bothered very much the organizer of this
club whom I would rather call a producer that is why when we with my friend
were leaving, he came near to us and, somehow pleadingly addressed me,
asked me if I would come some more. Moreover, though I was not about to
come, I began to hesitate and told that I would come.
When I rushed into the club, He was there, and having seen me stood up and, not letting me say a word, extended his arm in my direction and made a movement with his hand as though calming me down. In the same instant, the great strain left me, and the killing of the man, having turned into an insignificant episode took a place in a distant corner of my memory. Seeing that I calmed down, He asked: "Do you not want to dance solo in a performance?" I understood that He was talking about a ballet, and inside I almost burst into laughter. Me, at 56 years of age, with my figure and radiculitis? Understanding everything what was happening in me, and, not letting my laughter make it outside, He raised his hands and made a movement as though pushing away the air from Himself to me. In the same instant my belly disappeared, my back became straight, the muscles became full of great force, a flame burst in the soul, which was both inspiration and gratitude for this "Man" and no one knows what else. At some instant I made a ballet jump and seeing it would make any professional die of envy. I understood that my technique was perfect, but it would be necessary to correct some details according to a plan of the Producer. All of it sounded in me as an inexpressible music, in that there was merged together the love to the mother, love to people, unquenchable love to creativity, and this love was as the highest sign, completion in development of all dreams of the man on creativity, love and happiness. And, as this flame started burning in me, His face began to change smoothly, it became more and more wise and noble, so that I wanted to look at him ever more, without a blink. Moreover, I needed already nobody in the world, but Him, the Teacher. He was the only one in the world who embodied in himself all my dreams and desires! The love to Him reached such a greatness in my heart that I had a heartache, it grew and I understood that I would then die, but at that instant He released me, and He Himself was going to unimaginable spiritual heights. But for an instant his going away slowed down and looking at me, he said: "I AM THE ONE!" Moreover, at that moment I understood, Who that was and I understood why people could live and die for the sake of Him! However, later I realized that I was not right, because the Lord teaches people to live and die not for the sake of Him, but for the sake of people!
As it was noted in the First Gospel book the spiritual doctrines - Judaism, Christianity and Moslem Faith represented the Path to the following spiritual levels that had been lost because of the sins of the ancient mankind. This Path symbolically presented by the Lord for the mankind by the Tabernacle of the Congregation showed that the Judaism introduces people into a court yard, the Christianity opens access to the Sacred, and the doctrine on the Return should open the curtain to the Sanctum Sanctorum. Thus, the death of Nadab and Abihu redeems the sins that brought to the Babylonian dispersion, the death of Jesus Christ redeems the sins of the antediluvian mankind, and the death of the following envoy will redeem the sin of Cain. Cain, as the original son, bore a blessing of the God given to all the human kind. This blessing in people showed, first of all, as a great gift of Creativity. That is why the Truth, which now is given by the Lord, is addressed, first of all, to the creative people, who inherited together with this gift on the line of Cain negative features as well: ambition, vanity, envy etc. These people, stand as to their spiritual state on the level of paganism that is why they are in a cellar, though the God created a palace for the mankind. With the purpose to rescue the part of mankind that inherited not only the defects and sins of Cain, but the showing of the God's blessing of the human kind also the vision shows the appearance of the Lord under a name of the King of Kings and the Lord, the One.
The Lord, with His appearance in the vision, drew my attention to another principal spiritual Truth. Some months before that, I began to pray regularly before the Trinity icon, though I had a belief from the contacts with the priests and monks that their own mystical experience is sometimes beyond the frameworks of this church dogma. The Lord, in His appearance gives me a clear understanding that the showing of His will may come true in a number of ways including through the man whom He, the Lord, vests with necessary properties always remaining the One.
The disintegration of the Soviet Union, objective in the historical retrospective, is a catastrophe in the spiritual plan, which is may be equal to the spiritual catastrophe caused by the October Revolution. In the basis of each revolution there "lays" a dualization of the man that is a confrontation of two levels of collective consciousness, which is removed either by a disintegration of the country, or a civil war. In the spiritual plan, it always results in transition to a lower spiritual state and a loss of many spiritual values.
The Lord, "entrusting me the ballet role" that is sending a man with a spiritual mission of "action" gives him all the necessary properties for its fulfillment. This mission is the realization of the next stage of the plan of the Lord on spiritual Return of the mankind and is called to change the spiritual state of the people.
An unknown planet of terrestrial type. A plain, flat, woodless landscape. Bright golden star, almost the terrestrial Sun. Plain flat fields sown with wheat, which is already mature, and it is time to begin reaping. In fields of wheat, large structures similar to barracks are scattered in regular intervals. I enter one of such barracks, it consists of rooms with furniture. Clothes for people are hanging in wardrobes, in boxes there is linen and all kind of small things. I somehow know that this planet is prepared for evacuation of those living on Earth, when there will be a catastrophe on our planet. What will cause the catastrophe is not known to me.
Vision, as a continuation *.* .00.
The Christian temple is built-in in a huge modern residential building made of glass and stone, which looks at the East. Two entries lead there: the ceremonial one is from the part of the facade, from the East, and the emergency one is on the backside. When the people go to the temple from the front entrance, non-believers standing on the road reprobate and abuse them. When we go together with a priest from the courtyard, the grace is bestowed to us: sensation of pleasure and rest, power and energy, goodness etc. This atmosphere is as though radiated by us, so that even the non-believers feel it, is seized by it, and praises the coming Christians.
The mankind gradually passes to the level of "household" religiosity, after which the stage of going away from the God and the confrontation with Him follows, as it happens now in the United States, where the collective consciousness through a discredit of ecclesiastics intensively supersedes from the people the residual spirituality connected to Catholicism.
Let us note that the Tabernacle of the Congregation had only one entrance, which was from the East side, that is the Lord put the Tabernacle "to catch" the people leaving from the God. Thus, the people entered a courtyard of the Tabernacle, moving westwards, and moved out of it moving eastwards. The movement to the Lord is the movement eastwards.
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In some days, my daughter had an attack, and later I found out that my acquaintance had the strongest attack of aggravation of her illness. I never asked for anybody's health ever since.
A bit later, I stood on a prayer in a temple. The prayer already began
but the people were still coming. Two women came, and it happened so that
one stood to the left of me, and the other one to the right. Before that
they talked about something and continued conversation when they stood
near me. Suddenly, the one that stood on the left, asked the other one,
whether she wore a worn next to the skin cross. When I understood that
it was spoken about me my soul shivered. The other woman answered that
no, she did not carry one. "Do wear it!" the First one told.
When the prayer was completed, I went to the church shop and purchased
at once a cross.
I prepare to reap the wheat on a combine. I go to the house, I take a book from the shelf, and suddenly I see that there are strands from it going to other books standing on the shelf. I take scissors and I cut these strands. The book that I took in my hands, as a neonatal child that is connected to the mother by a navel - the Sacred Scriptures and other books bearing the Truth.
The truth, which the Lord gave to people and which is stated in the "First Gospel" is not isolated, but there is a component of uniform spiritual Doctrine. This Doctrine grows as a plant and, if people will learn it and live with it, it will bring a fruit and open a path to the new spiritual step.
Huge terrain of swamps occasionally coated with hassocks with grass and
bushes, but the large part of them is coated with fluid dirt, in which
the legs stick in some places up to the ankle, and in some up to the knee.
But there are places, where a man disappears completely, even a trace
will not remain. There is an always gray, leaden cloudy sky above these
swamps. People live in these swamps, and they wander from place to place
looking for food. A Man lives with them whom they at a time named the
Father and Teacher. Nobody knows His age, but, as far as they remember,
He was always with them. He told for many centuries to people that far
from there was a perfect country with forests, lakes, grass and light-blue
sky, where the sun shines, and where people, could initially, fly. He
called them to follow Him to this country and promised that he would show
them the way out of these swamps. To facilitate their path, he had been
building pathways on piles around fens and death traps through the swamps
for many centuries and spoke that he had already completed building this
road. However, the people were lazy and were not curious, they got used
to the constantly gray sky, they were born and died, never having had
seen neither the sun, nor the piece of light-blue sky. The one, whom they
once named the Father and Teacher, they then named as the codger, and
they considered the idea about flights not more than a fairy tale. But
all the same there were people, who, having thrown everything, left to
search for the perfect land, but nobody of them ever came back - some
of them perished, and those who reached their target in that perfect world
forgot soon about the people wandering in the swamps. Moreover, the way
back was long and dangerous. Only the Teacher alone, century after century,
tried to wake his people and take it to another world.
The dirt is a symbol of sin. The people, who go around in dirt, have
distorted paths, and as long as they go around in to, they will not find
the true Path. For starters, people should be pulled out from dirt, only
then they can find a true path. "Wash yourself, clear yourself; take
the malicious acts of yours off the eyes of Mine; " - invokes the
Lord by the mouth of Isaiah prophet. And that is why the Teacher builds
pathways, so that people could find the Path, as the gray sky closes the
light of truth to people. The Lord gives the person two opportunities
to find the truth: either to find it on the earthly Path following the
"pathways" laid by others, or reject everything and try to hear
the voice of the Lord, to follow it and "fly up".
There are ruins of a once majestic Christian temple before me. The gates fell apart and were almost completely filled up with fragments. The monks in black vestments go in the direction of the temple. The small part of them passes directly through an engulfed gate, but the main part of them bypasses ruins to the right and goes further. In addition, I perceive that there is a new temple of the new Church behind these ruins.
Christianity was one of the stages on the spiritual Path of people to the God. A part of Christians will enter the structure of the new Church, but the basic mass will be composed of people not belonging to Christianity.
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The acceptance of the truth that was given by the Lord was done in a heavy soul struggle. In spite of the fact that I saw all the narrowness and defects of the Christian Teaching, I worshipped the oblational destiny and greatness of spirit of Jesus Christ, and . the spiritual state of the best men of faith of Christianity became already close to me. But I understood that the saving of mankind lays in overcoming the manic, instilled into the consciousness for centuries sense of superiority of some, narrowness of church tenets of others and militant blind fanaticism of the third. Since paganism, the Lord has conducted me through a huge information layer of visions belonging to various faiths, to monotheism. Accepting and realizing the truth that the Lord now gives to people, I studying the Old Testament, gospels and Koran felt in this or that measure interaction with the spiritual levels of Judaism, Christianity and Moslem Faith that showed in special characteristic visions. Each of these spiritual levels has its own information system, generally, distinct from the others. Naturally, the strongest connection showed with the spiritual state of Christianity, less with the states of Moslem Faith and Judaism. As appeared, my School did not end than, the Lord brought me to Christianity for me to study further, and when this period of studies was completed, I was the first who was given to understand about it.
The knowledge of truth that the Lord wants to give to people sometimes
reminds flour bolting. A woman takes the bolter, fills it with flour and
starts bolting it. The first time the largest, non-ground pieces of grains
are left, then she takes a thinner bolter and bolts again, till she receives
what she desires. And the same goes with the truth: some statements from
the Lord are conceived at once, to realize the others it is necessary
to come back not once, and to understand the third one, after having had
spent is a lot of time, one has to ask the help of the Lord.
I got my hands dirty somewhere and I was going around with a green folder, in which there was a manuscript of the "First Gospel" to a house (one-storeyed, as in the country). Right behind the doorstep, on the left there is a laver with a crane. I open the crane and I try to rinse my hands holding a folder. The jet of water from the crane randomly gets from the end face to the folder with the sheets. Though I, having inclined the folder, at once pour water out of it, the wet sheets of the manuscript begin to slip out of it, which crinkle, crumple and blacken in my eyes, turning into ashes. These half-scattered sheets of ashes fall at the doorstep, then sparks and tongues of flame appear from them, and the wind carries them on the left to an old cupboard and behind it. Being afraid of fire, I try to extinguish them as soon as possible.
The truth given by the Lord and stated in the future book the "First
Gospel", represents a tremendous spiritual power. Let us remember
the gospels from Lucas: "I came to bring down fire on Earth, and
how I would wish it to flare up already!" However, if water clears,
the fire shows in two forms in the Scriptures: fire clearing and fire
They call me to some higher establishment. It is in a multi-storey house, somewhere on the middle floors. I go there and I see a large premise located at two levels at once. Usual office tables stand here and there. At the top level, directly before me, there is a table, on which there is a thick stack of cardboard punched cards. At the back side of each card something is written, and the top side is clear. And I for some reason understand what only one thing is written on each punched card (!) the statement I have to think over and reflect in the book. I am amazed at the thickness of this stack, and with fear, I think that I will not be able to understand all of them.
The Lord gives new Truth to people. This Truth represents a set of many statements that should be notified to the people. I have to accept each of these statements, that may be done only having raised my spiritual state to a higher spiritual level, realize it and inform them to the people.
About two years ago my uncle on the maternal side died. He lived in a
village in Ryazan region, he inherited it from his mother and was brought
up in kindness and mercy to people, whom he always helped. For it the
Lord took him through the Patriotic War, saving his life.
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The work over the first version of the "First Gospel" is almost completed, and I am doing small revisions and stylistic editing.
I am in a large room, where except for me other people work. Suddenly Somebody enters into the room with a large retinue and starts talking to the people working here. He is rather far from me and does not advance further in my direction. Soon a man comes out of His encirclement and quickly approaches me. "Show the President what thee have written!" - he addressed me. I get hastily a green folder where a hand-written text of the "First Gospel" should lay, I open it and, having taken all the sheets, on which some numerical examples are written, I pass it to Him. Doing this I am somehow explaining away, saying that I had only three days for the work. He collects my papers, joins the retinue of the President, and all of them leave at the same time the room.
Any information in the material world, which is presented in the literal
form, will be transformed to the numerical form in the spirit world, and
visa versa. It is this property that is the basis of numerology. Thus,
each language on Earth has an equivalent numerical system. From here,
it follows that the most common language for us is the language of images.
The president is Jesus Christ representing the Christian spiritual level
of the collective consciousness. As compared to the title of "Pharaoh"
in Exodus, or the "king" in the prophets that speaks of anointing,
the title of the "president" speaks of his voluntary election
by the people. It means that the people have made him the god.
Here is the main conclusion from this vision: the Lord is the God of those who are alive, and he gives truth to alive people, and only then she goes from the alive to the dead.
Alive people know that they will die, and the dead know nothing, and there is already no requital to them, because the memory of them is put to oblivion also, and their love and their hatred and their jealousy have already disappeared, and there is no more part to them for eternity in anything what is done under the sun. (Eccl., 9, 5)
I am in the same room. I work. A door opens again and the President with his retinue enters. This time He approaches to me Himself, and, stretching out to me my manuscript speaks: "Give it to children". Then turns and leaves the room together with everybody.
The truth given by the Lord is such that any person, great in spirit, will for sure feel its simplicity and greatness. And Jesus as well, having overcome himself and having resumed the greatness of spirit, thought, first of all, about "his children", the Christians.
It is the future. I am dealing with what recently was called as mathematics,
and together with my student I came to a certain premise reminding a large
sports gym or a closed arena. A part of the gym at the center is taken
by the large platform surrounded, as at stadiums by a rather narrow small
path (not more than half a meter), which is divided from the "spectators"
with a figured small fence. Behind this small fence a lot of people are
standing, mainly young ones. There are absolutely no seats. On the platform
there are very many people of the same age, who behave very strangely:
they have a glance of detachment, they move on a platform in silence,
each one is on his own, without any order and purpose. Someone is waving
his hands, someone jumps up, dances etc. Among them, perhaps, there are
no two persons making identical movements, however nobody bumps against
anybody, and nobody hampers anybody. "Spectators" silently discuss
something among themselves or observe them thoughtfully. From time to
time, one of those being at the platform comes nearer to the path, comes
to himself and quietly passes to the category of the spectators and visa
versa, one of the spectators passes over the path, his face becomes of
detachment and he begins his peculiar movement on the "arena".
If it was not for these strange movements, we could have assumed that
they went deep into the resolution of some problems.
And it will be after that, I shall pour from the Spirit of Mine on any flesh, and the sons of yours and daughters of yours will divine; your old men will see dreams, and your young men will see visions. And those days I will pour from the Spirit of mine on the slaves and on she-slaves too. (John, 2, 28-29)
The spiritual development of the man has its purpose to become the assistant
of the Lord in saving and development of the Creation. However, to participate
in saving and development of the Creation, it is necessary to understand
its purposes, and for this, in its turn, a special degree of closeness
to the Lord, unity with Him is necessary. In this vision one of variants
of the possible future is presented, when, after coming of the Messiah,
the path to the new spiritual level of closeness to the Lord will be open,
the level on that Adam was, but to realize it, people should pass a long
way. This path consists in that each man should himself change himself!
If he hopes that the historical development will itself bring the man
to such spiritual state, than it is the deepest error! If the person does
not apply any efforts, than the historical process will lead only to spiritual
A certain substance frequently shows in visions, through which the Divine
showing comes true, and which is called in the Scriptures a cloudy column.
In the vision it is shown at a distance as clouds, but possesses a much
more complex structure not having anything in common with water.
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I am having a dream of a very large, one-storeyed school (!) building under a good roof. Inside there are no walls and partitions, only a huge room with floors. The settlement of three, or four houses of rural type is situated near. My task is, not blasting these houses to place them in this building, under a common roof and on a common base. The common walls may be used, but the internal restructuring of each house is not possible.
Judaism, Christianity and Moslem faith are conceived in the world as various religious trends, though they are actually only separate stages of the doctrine on the Return. That is why my task is to unite them, not destroying them, on the common base and under a common roof. It is completely clear that this unification will not be a new uniform doctrine. The main task of this unification is the uniform spiritual actions directed at intensifying the influence of the spiritual level in the collective consciousness. These uniform actions may play a great role in the destiny of mankind.
The other image given to me in the other vision is a pyramid. The four sides of the pyramid represent, accordingly, Judaism, Moslem Faith, Christianity and the doctrine on the Return. The higher this side is the less people there are at this spiritual level.
I conceive, I see and I feel by the provoked reason all the universe (naturally, as far as my mind lets me do that), as though my brain is involved not five, but all the hundred percent. And, from the certain center there goes a wave and it spreads to all the sides. This wave is not usual, as, for example, a wave on the surface of water, this wave penetrates all the depths of substance, all standards of living, both material, and spiritual. My consciousness and each atom of my body are thrilled. Visually I see that the wave erases the whole of nebulas and galaxies, as if they were a dust on glass, then a completely new picture of universe appears. However, inside of me I feel that it instantly breaks off the ties in all the range of alive and dead matter and connects them in a new fashion. Something varies and remains, but the most part is destroyed. This process is so grandiose that each cellule in me thrills and is being on the verge of an explosion. This is not a wave of creating a universe, but its innovation.
As Isaiah prophet says: "Wherefore, I make the new sky and the new
land, and former will not be recollected any more and will not come to
the heart". (Exodus, 65, 17)
25.02.03 to 15.04.02
Earlier we considered an issue on the interaction of the man's reason
with the Lord (the Teacher), and we found an unexpected decision: taking
into account that the spiritual state of the man in life goes through
rises and falls, we may use the rises of the human spirit for his spiritual
development and learning the truth. This is an analogy to flights in space,
only, in this case, the Lord will help the man to "fly up" in
the spiritual plan on a very high (maybe to an unimaginably high) spiritual
level with all of his new qualitative properties. But, in this case, the
special attention, demands the "landing", or a "controlled
spiritual fall". Spiritual "training" is necessary, by
an analogy to jumps with parachute to learn to save for a maximum time
the achieved spiritual state.
Only recently I began to understand that the high spiritual state that
I reached before the beginning of the "doctrine", that is the
work with the Scripture, was not reached by myself, but I was raised so
that I could realize the truth that I had to bring to the people. Earlier
I noted in myself some non-characteristic features for me, but I realized
only then that my spiritual state was raised not by me. It is necessary
to note that my reaction to this change was positive and active that is
I tried to maintain these changes in me.
I came to a court yard of some castle in a car and took my mother with
me to take her somewhere. Having gone away from the castle, I stopped
on the road, and when I returned, having had left on some time, I saw
that on the back seat some unknown woman was sitting in the car together
with my mother. She was about fifty years, and kept a bag with things
on her knees. She was invisible to the mother. "Who are you? "
- I mechanically asked her and at once I understood that it was death,
or a guide that accompanies the died one. The mother was already not in
herself. "Kolya, put me at a window" - she said, though the
window was lowered in the car. There was a sensation that she was out
of air, such was the influence of "neighbour". "Maybe you
need a ride somewhere?" - I asked the "woman". "Take
up me up to the five-hundredth" - she said. It could be understood
as a stop of a bus, but I understood it as "till the five-hundredth
Russia is overwhelmed with the collective consciousness of the fascist (if we may estimate it so) type. An analysis of casual events speaks about it: fires in psychiatric clinics, in houses of invalids and boarding houses for children with physical defects, a sharp augmentation of death rate among people of senior generation. "Our" collective consciousness aspires to be released of everything defective and unhealthy, from all the carriers of the old spiritual state. From the analysis that there is an attack on spirituality in all the mass media, and a special attention is given to depravation of young generation, it follows that a young and not tied with any spiritual norms predator rises.
A potent water flow breaks away from the mountain and is rushing on the ready, recently laid mountain channel that is sometimes divided into two, going in different directions. This channel does not at all always go downwards, there are some areas, when it goes upwards. I stand on a wooden float right at the very beginning of the flow and I direct it as a horse, on this or that channel, and it listens to me and is running at my will.
It is necessary to keep the distribution of the new spiritual doctrine under a constant control, because other interpretations will at once begin to arise, other directions that will try to split the people and withdraw them aside.
Saturday on the Eve of Passover. The Day of descent of the blessed fire in Jerusalem. Before me there is a continuous wall, as a film, of beige color. I try with an effort of will to look after it. It as though thaws and on its place there is a thin open-work black lattice reminding an iron-shod metal lattice of a fence from not repeating themselves patterns, inside of which unknown letters or symbols are arranged. Behind this lattice there is a wall of flame rages, the tongues of it move and fly up. The flame, and nothing can be seen through it, only the flame everywhere, but I do not feel any heat through the lattice, as though it was cold. As soon as my strong-willed effort faints, a beige film at once begins to arise that covers and laces everything. Soon there is only a small "window" left, through which I see the lattice and the silently splashing flame but then this window disappears too.
In the book of the Enoch it is several times spoken about the fiery walls. First of all, the expelled angels abide in an imprisonment behind fiery walls. Second of all, the House God's has fiery walls.
A forest is spread under me in all sides. I look at it, as though from
Let us recollect the vision of Enoch: "They raised me up into the sky, and I came nearer to a wall that was from crystal stones and surrounded with a fiery flame. And I entered into the fiery flame, and I came nearer to the great house, which was arranged from crystal stones; the walls of this house were similar to a set floor (parquet or mosaic) from crystal stones, and its bedrock was the crystal "
I arrived in a small settlement that was placed in some plain terrain. It was a hot summer, there was dust and a little of verdure. When I was passing through the settlement, a middle-aged, strong, with keys in hands woman bumped in front of me. Having identified a visitant in me, she invited me to visit a church. A bit later, when I completed the business, I decided to go there, but as I did not see anywhere neither a campanile, nor cupolas, I had to ask people. I was shown a usual house, it was a little bigger than the other one, which was at a time a club. When I entered there, I saw a small auditorium, in which there were no more chairs, but still there was a stage without any coulisses and a veil. However, this small stage too consisting of two equal halves could be easily taken away. Nowhere, neither on a ceiling, nor on the walls there were any features of any religion. The woman, still with the keys, stood on a stage, and I raised to her. I wanted to ask her questions, why this premise was called a church by her, when the door opened, and the Christian priest and mullah came in, one after another. They entered the hall, the mullah lowered on his knees and began to pray, kowtowing, and the priest, standing not far from him, was praying as he was standing. They were praying quietly and concentrated, standing with their back to us, and in this ordinary calmness it was completely clear to everyone that the Lord is the One for all people, and all the religious conflicts are done with human hands.
The Moslem faith and Christianity symbolically represent the Sacred Tabernacles of the Congregation, but their rank is different. The Moslem faith is higher as to its rank than Christianity, because it corresponds to the chest of the man, and Christianity is the belly.
I come to a shop and it is necessary to change clothes at the entrance. I take off my clothes, hang it on the hanger, take on other much worth clothes, and I go to a shop. When I am going to leave the shop and I go to change clothes, I do not find neither the clothes nor the footwear. I put on some other's clothes, but I can not find a footwear. I am offered to go down to a lower premise to go look there, but I do not find my footwear there as well.
The clothes reflect sins or virtues of a man. In secular life people frequently, not thinking what price they pay, strive to receive worldly goods.
I bundle my attache case, I put on my clothes and go to classes or to work. I go on foot on Leninsky Prospect in the direction of the center. Somewhere at the level of Kravchenko Street - Pharaoh casino I lose memory and any senses about myself and I realize myself only in the region of Moskva Department Store. My attache case is absent, I am barefoot, I am dressed in someone's bad clothes, it is unbuttoned. I see that other people feel the same. Someone says that there is a warehouse close, where we can pick any clothes and footwear for ourselves. We go to this warehouse and we see a lot of various clothes and footwear, but it is all of very poor quality or second-hand already. I try to find some footwear for myself, but I can not do it, as it is summer footwear and there is no my size.
Each city is a spiritual hole. Moscow consists of two (or more) spiritual levels. The suburbs of Moscow are at a higher spiritual level, and further there is an obscure transition to lower level. Getting into a spiritual hole a man is unable to save the spiritual state at the former level. There are always spiritual losses. The man does not realize this transition. The large width of the transition band is not clear.
I have come on a station and stepped on a platform. I am going to take a train that departs forward. Two trains are standing, one of them heads forward, and the other backwards. The locomotives of these trains stand at the same level, face to face, so there is only a small gap between them. When I have tried with an effort to push myself through this gap, the train that goes back, has moved slightly and has pressed me, trying to crush me or not to let me in this gap, and I could hardly make it jumping back. I take this train, so that to go out at the nearest stop and take another train going forward. However, the stop has appeared rather far, and I have to take pains to get out from there.
The trains on parallel paths represent spiritual movement. The train
that goes back, represents Christianity. My intention to move forward
meets is empeded, but I should at any cost slip in this gap, because this
passage means transition to a new level, which further opens great space
to my spiritual development. Now I have receded back and have lost not
only time, but also something, probably, in the spiritual truth.
We are teenagers and we are playing "star war games". However, our game is of special property, it is directed at the conformation of the new spiritual truth, against unleashing of new wars. A little time has passed, and we are already young men. On one of the top, technical floors of a building we have army headquarters, where we may get on an erect ladder through a narrow manhole. There we have maps, including a large map of Europe, what it is designated what spiritual trends prevail among the population of this or that part of Europe, and what should be done to change them to new ones. We are several persons, and each of us has a sward. My father has forged and presented a sward for me. I feel that I understand the problem facing us and methods to resolve it better than my friends, that is why I should head our team.
Till now I was engaged in the basic learning the Truth that the Lord gives to people. Now the Lord shows me that I have begun intensive distribution and propagation of His truth. It is some kind of spiritual war that is completely necessary to rescue people, and the sward is the spiritual truth.
I see in my dream an elevator that goes three floors up, and a white rectangular flag consisting of three divided parts. On each of these parts there is a short sign in black letters, unknown to me.
The three-storey elevator, under my assumption, was changing a spiritual state that corresponded to Judaism, Christianity and the doctrine on the Return. The white banner consisting of three parts was as well connected to these three religions, but the essence of writings remained unknown to me. I had an impression that this flag could be cut accordingly in three parts.
I have a dream of a mountain that has three levels, and through its top there passes a road, but it is engulfed with fragments of stones. The time has come to pick up the stones, and we collect them and take them down, gradually making the road empty.
Any spiritual doctrine deviates in due course from the truth that it caused. It accumulates "rubbish" related to imperfection of people, developing it. These deviations and distortions, as stones, close the further spiritual path. For this reason, each new spiritual doctrine will for sure specify these deviations and distortions.
A large, one-storeyed, very long L-like building with a rounded angle.
It is something like an elementary school. A very wide corridor, with
a high ceiling. This corridor represents a wide enough earth road through
that cars can pass. There is a lawn near this road. Nothing is growing
on it now, and under it, in a concrete box that is not blocked with plates
from above, and is simply filled up with ground, there should pass a heat
line. On both sides of the corridor there are bedrooms and study rooms
for children. I work in this school as a teacher, at this time there are
several more men from the maintenance staff except for me. Now there are
no more classes, therefore there are a few schoolboys at school.
The mankind in its development passes a path from one person - Adam,
further through a kin, nation, people and, at last, to a uniform mankind.
The Lord gives definite ultimate time on movement to Him and knowing Him.
On the historical scale this time is not enough. If mankind does not exhaust
this time and does not realize the opportunity of Return given to him
by the Lord, than it, this opportunity is not only for mankind, but for
each separate person will be lost for ever. Then, depending on the state
of the collective consciousness, the mankind waits at its best a path
of slow fading in the way of technological civilization. Individuals,
peoples and civilizations, whether they realize it or not are divided
in two types: whether there are on the path of conservation and development
of Creation, or counteract it. Some of such civilizations, having realized
too late what they have lost, feverishly search for paths to return to
themselves this connection with the Creator by genetics experiments with
young reason that has not yet exhausted spiritual opportunities, others
stood on the path of counteraction with the Creator, the path of evil.
The letter L-like building is an angular stone of the pyramid, but it
is not clear to what confession one of the sides belongs, if the other
one is the Return.
Direct, long series of urban multi-storey houses arranged as a side of a street. On the first floors there are shops and various establishments. There are no attributes of presence of people in these houses. They are to the left of me. There is a wide grass lawn instead of sidewalks and the road along the houses, and instead of the second series of houses a row of armchairs are set on other side, tied as at a theatre. This row of armchairs, with the width of 40-50 meters, goes into the distance in parallel to houses so that "spectators" would look forward, along a street. Somewhere ahead artillery strikes that tries to get into houses, but the most part of shells is torn apart on the lawn, and do not get at all into the rows of armchairs. We crawl as soldiers on the lawn forward, not knowing where from should we wait for an opponent.
The human consciousness contains both the picture of life, and the image about it formed on the basis of moral, ethical and spiritual principles vested in a man. Thus, we may say that there exist life and theatre, close to each other and in unity. Each person chooses his path between these extreme limits.
Under the results of the dream, I understood that my spiritual state almost returned to the former level, but the memory of the former spiritual state supports me. Thus, the Lord developed my mind and raised my spiritual state, so that I could accept and realize that spiritual truth, which He transfers to the mankind. My further purpose is to distribute it among people, especially inform it to the creative part of the mankind.
I am a warrior, and I am a mediator in negotiations. One of the people, who have come to the negotiations, called me a prince. He says that he knows my origin.
If the "king" is the collective consciousness with the ruling level, then the "prince" is a spiritual level. So, we can make the following conclusions from this: first, the basic positions of the new truth that the Lord gives to the mankind, were accepted, realized and formulated correctly; second, there is a real opportunity to form the new spiritual level on the basis of the doctrine on the Return.
Strange events began to happen among people: people started finding some closed cups, and when they tried to open them there was a flash of light, as a result of which they lost their eye-sight. All the announcements warning about danger of opening the cups gave no results. The person having found a cup could not resist trying to open it. Then it was decided to use pair patrol, so that one of patrol men could prevent opening it. I was appointed to one of such patrols with a friend of mine. When during the patrol I distracted for a moment, and then I looked back to the friend, I saw that he had already found something, he was keeping a cup in the hand and tried to open it with a screw-driver. I shouted for him to stop, and rushed to him, but at that moment something glaringly flushed up, and when I came to myself, I understood that my friend went blind, though my eye-seeing remained normal. At this time the voice sounded in my consciousness, which explained that the collective consciousness of mankind, which acted till then in people in an unconscious way, would provide them with information then through these blind people, who would be someone like "prophets" or "oracles".
The light except for the truth symbolically represents knowledge too. The flash of light is a large volume of new knowledge that always creates with a man an illusion of omnipotence of human mind, that is why the greatest part of atheists is among educated people. The relative knowledge, blinding the people, prevents them to see the truth, to outmatch the spiritual influence of the new truth on people, and hence, on itself, the collective consciousness will dump a volume of new unusual knowledge on people. The collective consciousness, through a skilful manipulation by flows of knowledge, distracts the attention of people from some directions of a science and attracts them to the others. For many centuries there is conducted a directed misinformation in sciences on the work of the brain, consciousness and sciences on the society. It is natural that the people chosen for this purpose are atheists. Thus, together with spreading the doctrine on the Return in the scientific world we may expect a whole cascade of new surprising discoveries. The purpose of this flow of discoveries is to distract the attention of people from the truth, which is given by the Lord: people become hostages of the collective consciousness.
The "flare of light" did not make any influence on me because I, at will of the Lord, already realized the present truth, in comparison with which any scientific discoveries are completely insignificant. Thus, the collective consciousness of mankind is already openly struggles with the God for influence on the man, and, hence, this struggle will only extend and be worse with time.
A long multi-storey rectangular building. There are repairing works going on at the first two floors. They remove the old industrial one and repair the premises. Further they will probably install new equipment. I take a direct participation in it within the framework of electricity supply and allocation of energy.
The first and the second floors are Judaism and Christianity. The repairs and the change of the equipment are the changing of the insight about Life.
Late evening. It is already dark outdoors. I go shopping with my mother. We meet some woman on the road, who assumes a very high position. She is going with her daughter shopping. Suddenly she pulls out some pouch with strawberries and stretches it to me with the following words: "Here, you are to sing soon, and this helps for the vocal cords".
To sing means to preach. Here we are talking about the new truth that we call the doctrine on the Return.
A Christian temple with two side-altars, but there are no priests in the temple now. Female chorus of nuns performs canticles in one of the side-altars of the temple. A bunch of laymen listen to the chorus, and I am among them. The head (cantor) of this chorus, a woman of middle age in a strict religious habits stands among the laymen. I try to join the chorus singing, but she stops me, saying that it is not time to sing yet. Then the chorus passes to perform in the temple, but she interrupts me there too. A priest in a silvery appareling crossing rapidly the temple is going to the side-chapel, where the chorus did not perform yet. The chief of chorus addresses me and says that I shall chant in that side-altar where the priest has left.
The singing is the sermon of the new spiritual truth. The first side-altar
symbolically represents Judaism, the second premise of the temple represents
Christianity, the third represents the new spiritual level, the church
of the Return. The vision says that there comes the time of public spreading,
the time of spiritual "songs".
Another planet that is occupied by humanoid race. Large spaces covered with forest. They are of low body height, thin, live in tribes, but they have already discovered written language. They write in paint or cut out on small cylindrical rods similar to our pencils, with the length of 30-40 centimeters. However the written language has another meaning for them, than for a human being. This unity of magic, ceremonial, method of conservation of knowledge and more much that I could not formulate. The letter is a sacred action, done by marks partly reminding hieroglyphs. Only those who have made or have discovered something great, unusual, or being a wise man are admitted to it. Each person writes (or draws) only one mark, then the next one draws another mark and so on, not discussing and not agreeing what should be written. However, as a result of this process a uniform semantic text appears. We may assume that the true author of this text is the collective consciousness of the community, which shows through various, brightest individuals. The most important and honorary is considered the image of the first mark (letter) of the new "book". They asked me, as an honored guest to put the first mark on the new rod that will begin new "chronicles". This mark was not coordinated and was not indicated to me. I chose it on my own (or "by myself") and drew it in the middle of the rod, as a heading.
Let us compare it with the way the Judas high priest asked the Lord on various discutable court issues of the nation of Israel through Urim and Thummim. The Lord, as the King of the Israelites carried out the management of people through collective consciousness, and it through "casual actions" by the high priest on Urim and Thummim. This mechanism could work only as long as the collective consciousness was "humbly" subordinated to the Lord. As soon as it went to an independent road of development, with the establishment of the imperial authority, this mechanism ceased to reflect the will of the Lord, and it disappeared.
I stand in the line at the counter in a small shop. A selection of the candidates wishing to sing Epitalam from Nero opera is conducted here. The line advances rather rapidly, and there comes the turn of the person standing in front of me. He tries unsuccessfully to sing some phrases and leaves. I suddenly understand that this piece of music should be considered and performed as a pray, and my imagination draws the way it would be possible, with the help of the Lord, to influence everything that is alive, if I had good voice.
Any spiritual doctrine is from the olden times spread by live communication, through a live transfer. It is perfectly natural, as the purpose is the formation of the new spiritual level. The first stage that consisted in comprehension and formulation of the new truth is basically completed, and there comes a stage of its spreading. In figurative representation a sermon is a song.
I am at a University. There are wide ladders below, but the higher they go the wider. Somewhere on the top of the University, I push myself through such a narrow corridor that my body jams between the walls that at the level of my shoulders broaden and form eaves of the width of 20-25 centimeters from each side. If I chinned up, I could go further on the eaves, but I have not guessed to do that. Ahead I see that the corridor comes to an end by a narrow manhole, and I turn back.
I saw an entrance to the following spiritual level, but I did not reach it, I receded.
18.10.03 The Showing of the Collective Consciousness is a Game Concept.
Life has many sides, among which we may indicate as extreme showings,
a side of creativity, or art embodied by the God in the Creation of the
world, and a side of game, or sports game, it would be more correct sports
struggle, competition embodied by collective consciousness and realized
in the long term a tendency on destruction of the Creation. Actually at
each moment of life blended states of all of its sides, including art
and sports game will be realized. The names of these sides are "art"
and "sports", or "game" are taken as to their showing
in human society, according to their projections on the life of the human
society. In economic sphere the "game" is a competition.
Life is not only a "theatre" (see 03.25.01) but also a "game".
As it was noted above, each state of life is mixed and bears elements
of all sides, including arts and games. That is each person in life is,
to this or that degree, an actor, that is a person influencing the spiritual
state of the society, (an "actor", a "musician", an
"artist"), a spectator and a player. In space of life teams
play, a team from the side of the Creator that would like to create, but
it has to, including everything else, play an imposed game, and the team
of the rivals, each of it is an individualist, but they have to play in
a team, plus all of them are spectators. Life will be realized in a definite
completeness of its states, that is they exist both as previous states
from the beginning of creation, and as future ones up to the Judgement
Day. The result of the game at each moment of time is the realization
of this or that state in the process of movement from the Creation to
the End that, as a last resort, may not even end with the Judgement Day.
Let us pay attention that the game is the basis of education in fauna, hence, our collective consciousness that has a complex structure, is in its basis of animal type.
I attend to event that comprises features of a movie festival and an
opening day of an exhibition. A large territory of park ensemble arranged
at several levels is bridged with perfect ladders. To the left of them
events related to cinema are going on: viewings, meeting, etc. On the
right there are arranged display exhibits. Together with several producers
(I think with three of them) I stand by a high round table and I pour
into glasses a bottle red vine that I have brought. The three of us have
small recyclable small cups, and the fourth one has a small, oval capacity,
in which I try to pour a little bit more. In the started conversation,
someone is disapprovingly talking about the exhibits. When I was already
about to leave and was approaching the ladder, I felt a strong saprogenic
odor. Near the ladder on a table there was one of the exhibits that represented
a wooden curb of the well from six or seven crowns, with the side of 60-70
centimeters, directly under which on the ground a heap of rottening large
pieces of meat or fish laid.
Creative people play a tremendous role in the life of the society, it
is they who create the "spiritual bread", without which the
society can not live. This "bread" changes the man, it can both
ennoble him and transform him into an animal.
Spring. City outskirts. A bunch of people, and me among them, we go on
sidewalk to one of houses. A high multi-storey house, near to the wall
of which a large open hatch is seen. From this hatch, a ladder leads to
a basement premise. A high, well-lighted room with tables reminding of
a school class. An elderly, quiet teacher sits at a teaching table. She
is taking examinations from external students for the first, second or
third classes. Each one passes an examination for the class, for which
It is a spiritual school. The first, the second and the third classes are accordingly, Judaism, Christianity and Moslem Faith, and the spiritual practice is our Earthly life. The spiritual and the material worlds are situated on the different sides of the border, which is, in this case, the surface of the Earth.
End of First Part.
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